I know we're supposed to be blogging about our trunk novels. Those are the manuscripts we have hidden somewhere, that never saw the light of day. But since I have a new release coming out tomorrow, I thought I'd blog about something else. I want to talk about how we as writers measure our own success.
When I first got the "call", I thought, this is it. I've made it! My agent sold a two book deal to Berkley based on a romantic women's fiction novel, which would become my Bunco Babes series. Friends and family predicted I'd soon be quitting my day job, because, let's face it, my books were sure to be a big hit and it wouldn't be long before I was signing 6 figure contracts and making all the big lists.
Boy, am I glad I kept that day job.
The reality of my first sale was that not only did I not make any big lists, the book didn't do as well as expected. The print run for my 2nd book was dismal. I really thought my career would be over before it barely began. I'll admit, it was hard to not be depressed. I'd worked a lot of years to get an agent, and then to make a sale. The whole thing seemed unfair, somehow.
Luckily, my agent was able to sell a 3rd book to Berkley. I busted my butt to write that book (The Boyfriend of the Month Club) in record time because I was convinced that I needed to get it out as quickly as possible. Although I loved writing that book, I was stressed out the entire time. When the book came out, I spent hours (yes, hours) on the Internet, Googling my name, my book title, checking sales numbers, etc... All to find out exactly nothing. Nothing that helped me determine how successful I was, anyway.
I met my agent over lunch and we discussed my future. I told her about a new book I was writing, warning her that it was a bit different than my first 3 books. This one was told in 1st person, present tense. And I didn't have an outline. No idea how the book would end, etc... She told me to send her the first 50 pages. So I did. She loved what I had and encouraged me to finish the book. We had no idea who would want it. Or if anyone would want it. But that didn't matter. She told me to focus on what it was I did best and that was to write. To write something I loved and to not worry about anything else. So I did.
Halfway through writing the book, my editor at Berkley called my agent and told me my sales figures for The Boyfriend of the Month Club were good enough that she could buy another book from me. My agent sent her the first 50 pages of the new book and she loved them too. And bought the book. Which comes out tomorrow.
Now, I'd be lying if I said I hadn't Googled my name in the past few days. Or gone over to Goodreads to see what readers have been saying about the advanced copies of my new book. I am, after all, only human. But I can honestly say that I no longer measure my success as an author in terms of my sales. Or print runs. Or making lists. Or anything else that is simply out of my control. Today I measure my success in terms of my own personal happiness. Am I happy with my new book? Damn straight I am. I love the characters, the story. Everything about it. I wrote a book I wanted to read myself. And it's published. Which means it's getting in reader's hands. Because after all, stories must be shared.
What's up next for me? Well, I'm writing another book. Is it sold yet? Nope. I guess we're waiting to see how my sales numbers are for A Girl Like You. But you know what? There's nothing I can do about that. I wrote the best book I can and I'm marketing it the best way I know how. The rest is up to the readers. And to the fates. The one thing I do know is that in today's publishing climate, I now have choices. Success for me, is writing a book I love and having the opportunity to get it into the hands of readers. Whether it's through a traditional publisher or some other method.
How do you measure success? Or happiness as a writer?
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From the author of the The Boyfriend of the Month Club, A Girl Like You promises humor, entertainment, sympathetic characters and a heartwarming romance.
What if you found out you were the ugly friend?
Emma Frazier is smart, hardworking, and loves her job as a journalist for a Florida lifestyle magazine. Emma knows she’s no great beauty, but she’s pretty certain she has a shot with her handsome new boss, Ben Gallagher—until Emma overhears a mutual acquaintance refer to her as the “ugly friend.” In an effort to reclaim her battered self-esteem, Emma decides to impress Ben at work by promising an exclusive interview with NASCAR legend, Trip Monroe.
Emma and Trip went to high school together and although it’s been fourteen years since they’ve spoken, Emma is certain she can score an interview with the elusive super star. But connecting with Trip turns out to be harder than Emma imagined. Her quest for the interview leads her back to her tiny hometown of Catfish Cove, where old secrets and a new romantic interest shake up Emma’s views on life and teach her that maybe the key to finding true love is as simple as accepting yourself for the person you were always meant to be.
Maria Geraci writes contemporary romance and women’s fiction with a happy ending. The Portland Book Review called her novel, The Boyfriend of the Month Club, “immensely sexy, immensely satisfying and humorous.” Her fourth novel, A Girl Like You, will be released August, 2012 by Berkley, Penguin USA. For more information, please visit her website at www.mariageraci.com