by Cindy Jones
In two days, seated around a table with my extended family, each of us will take a moment to say what we are thankful for, and I will say what I always say: my family, not because I have no imagination to vary my response from year to year, but because nothing else even comes close. But, if I were seated at, say, a Thanksgiving Dinner for Writers Only, I might venture into new gratitude territory, like: my agent, my website, and my writing sweater. Depending on how long I had the floor, I might eventually express thanks for things like the forward delete key, subtext, and yes, failure.
While failure is probably never accorded appreciation around the Thanksgiving dinner tables of America, I often reflect that failure is the best thing that ever happened to me. If I had not failed: my first turkey, my first novel, my first marriage, etc., my list of Thanksgiving blessings would be much shorter. As the saying goes, “If you haven't failed, you’re not trying hard enough.”
Almost by accident, I stumbled on what is probably common knowledge to most people. Since I once believed that failure was the end of the road, I spent a lot of time in defeat mode over the years, reflecting long and hard on what got me there. As Thoreau said, "If we will be quiet and ready enough, we shall find compensation in every disappointment." Upon reflection, a new way out of my failure would almost always suggest itself. To my surprise, I learned that failure, while it is an end, is also a beginning. What's more, failing early saves even bigger problems down the road by creating an opportunity to correct things before it is too late. As my son would tell me, "you *get* to fail."
Although failure is insensitive, callous, and mean, takes no prisoners and recognizes no prior relationships, I've grown cautiously fond of failure the way one might be fond of a pet lion. I've even gone so far as to appropriate its ruthless technique, slashing and burning bridges between my current novel's sixth and seventh drafts. Because the overarching truth about failure, the certainty that redeems all suffering and repays all perseverance, even if I never exactly achieve success: whatever I create after failing is always better than what failed.
Ebook Giveway
In thanksgiving for Girlfriends Book Club and GBC books that address themes of Thanksgiving, family, and perseverance, I will give away one of the following books (in ebook format). Leave a comment to be included in the drawing. Winner will be chosen after midnight on Friday.
Jess Riley
ALL THE LONELY PEOPLE: After her
mother's death and a disastrous Thanksgiving, a woman decides to
"divorce" her no-good siblings and posts a Craigslist Ad for a new
family with whom to share Christmas dinner. It's about family: those we make,
and those we make peace with.
Christa Allan
WALKING
ON BROKEN GLASS: A woman admits herself to a treatment center after recognizing
her addiction to alcohol, but even after a month there, she
discovers the road to sobriety is still under construction.
Malena Lott
FAMILY CHARMS: What if your mother left and you didn't hear from her for 20 years? Marlo came home from school one day to find her mother gone. Twenty years
later, she gets a letter from Elizabeth inviting her three daughters on a trip
around the world to see where she’s been the last 20 years – and what kept her
away. What follows is an emotional ride for a family torn apart by abandonment,
infidelity, cancer and a fear of commitment. Marlo, Taryn and Amelia are three
sisters as different as they come, but united in their feelings of betrayal. Is
it ever too late to trust in love? Take a journey around the world to learn the
meaning of family and forgiveness.
Lauren Baratz-Logsted
PURSUING THE TIMES: All that popular Chick-Lit author Mercury
Lauren wants is to have one of her books reviewed by the New York Times Book
Review - just one - and she'll do almost anything to get it. In this
contemporary romantic comedy, with a nod toward Pride and Prejudice she crosses
swords and hearts with the Editor-in-Chief of the NYTBR in a madcap adventure
that takes her from her home in Westport to a yoga retreat to a golf course in
Florida. Will she get what she wants and will she finally be happy if she does?
Only one thing's for certain: nothing will stop her from Pursuing the Times.
Cindy Jones is the author of My Jane Austen Summer, the story of a young woman who thinks she may have realized her dream of living in a novel when she is invited to participate in a Jane Austen Literary Festival. Her problems follow her to England where she must change her ways or face the fate of so many of Jane Austen’s secondary characters, destined to repeat the same mistakes over and over again.